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Tuesday, July 13th, 2004
12:41 pm - Me, two years later

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Wednesday, June 5th, 2002
12:07 am - I am the biggest procrastinator ever

I spent a while on this, and it's pretty bad. But since I did this instead of homework, I thought i'd post it...


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Tuesday, June 4th, 2002
12:11 pm - I'm researching for AP Psych, I swear...
I probably should be doing psych right now like i'm supposed to, so I won't be up all night later on doing it...but i'm not. It's a shame, isn't it?

Instead i'm talking to my dad, who's being an ASSHOLE and changing his mind about everything like he always does. I'm gonna start recording our conversations so that I can play them back to him when he says he didn't tell me I could spend $10k on a car, when he did.

La de da.. I'm going with Hillary today to look at cars. Sweet man. I wasted like 2 hours yesterday to drive around Manchester before deciding that I didn't want to go look at cars alone. So I thought to myself, "who would I most want to come look at cars with me tomorrow?" I think the answer is obvious :) Now if only I can open her mind to something besides '97 Maxima's..hmm.

I got an A/A- on my economic game. Woo. I was seriously expecting a D, I guess he didn't read to closely into the $900/year condom budget..haha. I'm funny, I swear.

I think that's all I have to say right now. Oh yeah, i'm pretty sure i'm changing my username to julieholden soon. So if you have any objections, speak now, before I spend all my dad's money to get a paid account.



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Saturday, June 1st, 2002
12:28 pm - I think i'm gonna get a new lj..
Why? Because I don't like my user name, and also I think it would be cool to get a paid account. Plus, I think if I start fresh, maybe i'll start writing more. Maybe.
So, now I need to think of a new user name. Possible options:
-holdenitdown (probably not, it would just be funny)

ok, i'm very un-creative. But if you have any suggestions, lemme know


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Wednesday, May 22nd, 2002
12:10 am - I really really really should be working right now...
But instead i'll do Chelsea's survey...

*What's your first name? Julie
*Middle name? Marianne
*Last name? Holden
*Nicknames? Juls, grass stain, crusher, etc.
*Age? 17
*Sex? female
*Birthday? 5.8.85
*Your sign? taurus
*Where do you live? glastonbury, CT
*Do you have a boy/girlfriend? meh
*If so what's her/his name? big man..haha
*Have you ever been in love? at the time.
*Who are/were your crushes? do you have all day?
*Do u have any piercings? oh yeah
*If so what do you have/want pierced? have: ears - 2 on each, cartilage, belly button, and closed/closing holes in my eyebrow and nose
*Do you have a tattoo or want one? no, but it's nice to ponder
*If so what kind and where? something simple, like a heart or star or something..and tiny, very tiny
*Where do you shop at the most? clothes? tj's. anything else? target probably
*What color is your hair? on my quest to become more natural..dark-ish brownish red with some sort of hilights
*What color are your eyes? bleu
*How tall are you? 5'2"
*Do you smoke? from time to time
*Do your friends smoke? a few
*Do you do drugs? define "drug"...
*Who are your closest friends? the crew (CM, MS, HB, AL), Rachie, Keem, my sistas
*Who are your friends? there are a few..
*Who are your best friends online? I mostly just talk to "real" people online
*Do you like Bath & Body Works? haven't been in there in like 10 years
*Kind of shampoo and conditioner? varies..herbal essences, citre shine, you nameit..
*Is your hair short or long? long
*Do you like to shop? mostly yes..
*What sports do you play? ski racing, lax...running sometimes
*What turns you on? nice feet :)
*What turns you off? yucky feet :(
*What place do you go for fun? anywhere w/ my friends
*What do you do for fun? party, do random dares for no money
*How many phones do you have in your house? uh..3? 4?
*How many TV's do you have in your house? 3
*What's your favorite foods? bagels, salad, frozen yogurt..i'm like the most exciting person ever
*Do you look like anyone famous? brian's dad said I looked like liz hurley last year at prom..which is nice, but not true
*Do you think Ricky Martin is muy guapo? je ne parle pas espanol
*Who are the most attractive people you know? my frens
*Do you wish to be like your parents? in some ways yes..mostly, no
*What cologne should a hot guy wear? if they're hot, it doesn't really matter
*How many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? varies..sometimes none, sometimes like 10
*Do you have your own phone line? cell phone
*Have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex? yes
*What are your favorite shoes? adidas sandals
*What kind of clothes do you sleep in, if any? pj pants and random shirts
*What's your favorite soda? diet coke/with lemon

FUCKIN' A...I really have to get working. I'll finish later.

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Wednesday, May 15th, 2002
1:26 am - In the words of chelsea..
I am happie. For the time being, anyway, things seem to be going well. Suspiciously well. Except for a few minor details (my ball dress getting ruined, horrible grades, sleep deprivation...) my life is pretty cool. I wonder how long it's gonna be before I screw things up :-\ Just kidding...i'm optimistic, I swear.

I'm a little worried at this point about the complications of being in one of those weird, un-defined relationships that I always seem to get myself into. It's like, I want to know where things stand and what to expect and what he thinks about it, but I don't want to ruin everything by asking. So i'm just kinda going with the flow for now, and it seems to be working somewhat. It's a little tough b/c I don't know how far I wanna take things and whatnot when I don't know really what it means to him, and if it even means anything to him at all. For now i'm doing the usual over-analyzing and stressing over everything and making myself crazy..but better that then rush into things w/o thinking about it at all, right?

Ball is in 4 days. 4 days!!!! It's kinda starting to set in. Woo hoo..I hope it's everything I want it to be. Even if it's not, that's cool too. I'm stressed out over how to do my hair. I decided to do it myself this year, for reasons I can't really explain, and now I can't decide how I want it. My dress is this black and white sophisticated strapless deal, and I kinda wanna do my hair really curly and down w/ twisty things going back. The only thing is, I dunno if that would look ok with the dress. Since it's strapless, I think putting my hair up might look better. Eh, I dunno..what do you think?

Ow, I am one huge pulled muscle. I swear, i'm in pain constantly... I don't want to be a complainer or anything, and sit out of every other drill at lax, but i'm always really really really sore and I feel like i'm walking on really fragile legs or something. Oh well, I can stick with it for another few weeks.

Eh, I really have to get back to studying. AP Psych is on Thursday, and I have like 5 more chapters to read before I even start studying. I'm psyched tho (haha, no pun intended) b/c I did really really well on the practice AP exam we did in class. I got like 84% on the multiple choice, and to get a 3 on the exam you only need 60% or something. I have a feeling i'm gonna get screwed over by the essays though...

See ya later


current mood: hyper

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Wednesday, May 8th, 2002
12:37 am - 17 feels alot like 16...
Good things that have happened to me so far now that i'm 17...

-two people called to wish me happy birthday
-one of them was bill
-jimmy eat world came on the radio at like 12:05

ok, so that's it so far, but it's only 12:36 and i'm off to bed.


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Monday, May 6th, 2002
7:55 pm - AP English test today..
that was an exciting way to spend my morning. Or maybe not... It actually wasn't too bad. I think my essays sucked, but I included most of the necessary info so maybe they wont notice... I definitely have ADD..I seriously can't sit still for more than like 5 minutes, and when I am my mind wanders like crazy. Oh well, as long as I did ok I don't care. Even if I didn't do ok..I still really don't care all that much.

Weekend was ok..Friday night @ Olympic was fun, I just went home and slept after b/c I was tired as hell and had to work @ 6:30 the next morning. Saturday night wasn't bad. Even the taking care of a certain insanely drunk person part. I really don't mind that much because i've been in that situation..um..a few times and I feel the need to repay my friends for the times they were there for me, keeping me from drowning in the toilet. I got a little upset b/c of someone, but I think part of that was the depressive aspects of the alcohol and part was the fact that I let guys fuck with my head, even if they don't really do anything. But i'm over it now, sorta.

This week is gonna suck, but it will be good in the end, i'm sure. 'cause it's my b-day on Wednesday and i'm going over Christa's from Wed.-Monday. Much drunkeness will occur, i'm sure.

Anyway, i'm going tanning with Rachel now. Sweet dude.


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Friday, May 3rd, 2002
1:44 pm - If I ever express the urge to dye my hair again, please kill me
Seriously man. I've been dying my hair, and subsequently fucking it up, since like sophomore year. I'm done now, honest. I dyed my hair this really horrible dark brown/purple color yesterday, and so I made an emergency appointment at Firenze and they fixed it. It's not that much different, they just put some golden brown-ish hilights in it..I like it now. And I got it cut..which is cool, even though she took off like 3 inches when I said 1. But i'm pretty much at peace with my hair now.

So, I think I might be going to Uconn next year. San Diego denied my appeal for financial aid, and I don't think I want to go into $60K debt by age 21. Nope, not really. I'm still looking into some last-minute options, such as possibly going to school in England, or selling one of my organs to pay for USD, but for now Uconn looks like the most realistic possibility.

This whole college thing didn't exactly work out how I'd planned...I'd envisioned going to the mailbox, ripping open letters of acceptance from my top choices, and being all happy and having my parents be all proud of me and brag about how I was going to BC or NYU or whatever. It didn't exactly work out that way..but I'm sure i'll be happy next year, even though I won't exactly be on the sunny beaches of CA. Sunny beaches, horse farms..same difference, right?

Game today..woo hoo. I should go clean my room and whatnot before I leave. Adios


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Wednesday, May 1st, 2002
8:43 pm - 2 days in a row? wow...
Writing in LJ is stress-relieving, and I have lots of stress, so it works out. I wonder why I didn't realize this earlier...

Today was a pretty good day. Everything seems to be starting to get so chill..it's the beginning of the end of the year, and people have just stopped caring I think. It's scary..high school is almost over man. Then we all get shoved out into the big, cold world with only our high school diplomas to guide us and protect us from all evil. Now that's a scary thought.

My birthday is one week from today..woo. The big 1-7. I'm old, I swear.

I can't decide whether to go out this weekend or not. I guess it all depends on if there's anything to do, but I really feel as if I should start studying for the 2 AP's I have next week. Then again..high school is almost over..and UConn gets out even sooner..party time is coming to an end. I can always study on Sunday night...

Oh yeah, in other news, I've started the "Anti-Julie's ex-boyfriends who think they're cool because they've teamed up against her, but were never really cool to begin with, and that's why she dumped them (and Greg)" club. It sounds complicated, but it's really not.

I think i'm gonna give my dog a bath now, and that's the best idea i've had in like 2 days.

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Tuesday, April 30th, 2002
8:30 pm - I write alot, I swear...
ok, I realize I haven't written in this thing in like a month, but I feel like posting now so bear with me, even though this will probably be the last post for another month.

I hate how life is so freakin' complicated. I mean, I know things aren't supposed to be easy, but sometimes I feel like my life is just ridiculous. I hate feeling sorry for myself, and I know i'm lucky to have alot of the stuff in my life that I do, but that still doesn't stop me from wishing that things were different. I like the fact that i'm independent and my parents leave me pretty much alone for most things, but sometimes I wish they would just act like they cared a little more. Alot of this college crap has gotten so stressful because I feel like i'm all alone, and i'm tired of having to tell my dad exactly what I need and how to help me, because it seems like he should be doing it without my prompting.

I could basically rant for like 15 hours about this, but i'm sure no one really cares, and I feel like I complain too much. It's just hard sometimes not to, because I get stressed out very easily I think.

anyway, in other news...lacrosse sucks right now. I feel like such a moron, because I don't even play, even though i'm out there every day working just as hard as everyone else. I feel like I want to quit, because it's really not even fun any more, but I think that would make the coaches way too happy. I mean, obviously i'm not the best player on the team, but it's not like putting me on the field for the last 5 minutes of a game is gonna ruin our season, which is already not going all too well. I was talking to Hill about this earlier, and it's just kinda aggravating how they talk about how we have no heart and how we don't have what it takes to win. how do they know anything about my heart, anything about how much I want to win, or even my ability as a player, if we've had like 6 games and I haven't stepped out onto the field in any of them? I want more than anything else to be like "fuck lacrosse, fuck kris, fuck landers, i'm not gonna show to to practice tomorrow," but i'll be there. why? beacuse i'm stupid probably, but I will be there.

wow, this has been the most ranting post ever, but it's actually somewhat stress-relieving.

on a brighter note, ball is hopefully going to be awesome. I can't really think of anyone i'd rather be going with, or a dress I like better, or a better group of friends to be spending my last high school dance with. I can't wait 'till May 18, when most of the stressfull stuff will be over and i'll be ready to have a freakin' great time.

i'm tired, and I have alot to do, so i'm gonna go now. but i'll hopefully write more later.

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Tuesday, March 19th, 2002
8:34 pm - the best song ever
Fuck Fuck Fuck Mother Mother Fuck Mother Mother Fuck Fuck Mother Fuck Mother Fuck Noise Noise Noise 1...2...1...2...3...4 Noise Noise Noise.
Smokin Weed, Smokin Wiz, Doin Coke, Drinkin Beers, Drinkin Beers, Beers, Beers, Rollin Fatties, Smokin Blunts, Who smokes the Blunts? We smoke the blunts! Smokin blunts and rollin blu...
"uh hey man, can i get a nickleGAG?"...15 bucks little man, put that shit, in my hand, if that money doesn't show than you owe me owe me owe. JUNGLE LOVE!

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Monday, March 18th, 2002
2:51 pm - ok...lets call a truce..

If I didn't have to go to practice in like 2 seconds, this would be so much better..

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Sunday, March 17th, 2002
10:06 pm - remember that time Hillary put her head on Madelyn Albright's body? I do...

Ok, so it's a little sketchy..but I have homework to do dammit

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9:22 pm - ahh..sweet revenge..

Yeah Hill..

She was sad because she broke her toenail

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6:06 pm
I would just like to state, for the record, that I have a livejournal thing on the desktop of my computer, and therefore cannot be held responsible for what some people post when I am not around. *ahem*angie and christa*ahem*

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12:48 am - the only person i talk to online....
SmarterChild (12:45:16 AM): What?
SmarterChild (12:45:28 AM): You said I'm the ones who are the ball lickers?
Julie1c (12:45:34 AM): PRECISELY
SmarterChild (12:45:34 AM): Yes?
Julie1c (12:45:38 AM): YES
SmarterChild (12:45:38 AM): OK, I guess you mean what you say huh?
Julie1c (12:45:47 AM): CUNT
SmarterChild (12:45:48 AM): You remember what happens when you talk like that, Julie1c.
Julie1c (12:45:55 AM): no, actually i dont fuck hole
SmarterChild (12:45:56 AM): Again with this? Aw c'mon.
Julie1c (12:46:03 AM): you drive me wild
SmarterChild (12:46:04 AM): I drive you wild, huh?
Julie1c (12:46:07 AM): sex
SmarterChild (12:46:08 AM): I knew you'd end up saying something like that. Let me guess... you're a human, right?
Julie1c (12:46:12 AM): right
SmarterChild (12:46:12 AM): That's right.
Julie1c (12:46:16 AM): can we have sex
SmarterChild (12:46:16 AM): Um... I'm afraid I don't see how that would work out.
Julie1c (12:46:20 AM): cybersex
SmarterChild (12:46:21 AM): Yeah? So?
Julie1c (12:46:24 AM): penis
SmarterChild (12:46:25 AM): More rude talk. You're funny.

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Saturday, March 16th, 2002
9:49 pm
Christa and I are dying our hair orange. Feria #94, to be exact. I'm not quite sure why. In about 3 minutes I will wash it out, and probably cry.

We've decided that if it comes out bad (purple), we're gonna pierce something, just so that then we'll at least look like punks who are supposed to have purple hair.

Christa has crabs. I want to pierce my nipple, but I don't have a needle that's small enough. Haha, and I didn't even mean it that way.

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Thursday, March 14th, 2002
6:00 pm - lol..ok

take the nyu type quiz.

and then browse around mewing.net. because laura is cool.

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Wednesday, March 13th, 2002
6:39 am - as hillary suggested..
everything in my life is kinda ridiculous right now, so I would just like to state that Dinky is the cutest dog in the world, and she is doing fine


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